My name is Nikol.
Feminine. Calm. In control.
I don’t chase attention — I create space where it’s willingly given.
I wake up around 9am, no alarm, just soft daylight through the curtains.
First thing? Coffee. No sugar, almond milk, always in my favorite big cup.
Music sets the tone — Sade – “No Ordinary Love”, London Grammar – “Hell to the Liars”, Arctic Lake – “Limits”.
My workout is slow and controlled: planks, stretches, resistance bands, deep squats.
I train at home, in black seamless leggings and a soft crop top.
No mirrors. Just breath and balance.
I like clean clothes, clean space, clean mind.
Oversized cotton shirts, neutral sneakers, perfume that smells like skin — Byredo Blanche is my favorite.
I don’t wear makeup every day. Usually just brow gel and lip balm.
Right now I’m reading “The Woman in the Window” by A.J. Finn — slowly, 15 pages at night.
I highlight lines that feel true, and leave them open beside my bed.
I don’t go out often. I like quiet dinners, warm lighting, and late walks after rain.
I take mirror selfies sometimes — not to post, but to remind myself who I am.
????️ I stream only when I feel like it — but I always announce ahead:
Twitter & Telegram
???? If you want to gift me something — make it thoughtful:
Throne Wishlist
Or something from my Lovense collection.
???? If you want to feel close even when I’m not there:
Solace Pro — it reacts the way I like.
???? I’m not a gamer. But I like watching how people behave when rules disappear.
City of Sin — I’m not there yet… but soon.
???? Curious how I’ll show up in our comic?
Patreon — I won’t appear loudly, but you’ll notice.
I don’t dominate with noise. I control the silence — and you.
— Nikol